The Little Things

Now I can’t sleep because I’m thinking how much of your bs sweet talk you told me when I fell for you was scripted from movies like this. How much of it did you actually mean or did you just see that it worked in this shit so you assumed it would work on me too.
I think about our first date and first kiss and everything so often lol now I don’t know what was real and what wasn’t. You told me shit like ” you’ve never felt this way before I give you butterflies ” ok and ? LOL you still didn’t want me until what ? A year later lol I’m fucking stupid. I’m so fuckingstupid. Even nowyou still can’t be honest with me. IM fucking stupid.

And I learned ‘You deserve better’

was sometimes no more

than a synonym for ‘I don’t want to hurt you,

and I want you to be happy,

but I don’t love you anymore.’

– Beau Taplin, You Deserve Better  (via sexual-feelings)

You’re the best mistake I’ve ever made

Thinking about it everyday ive realized You’re such a pain in the ass but your my pain the ass. I know we’ve been talking too long to count the months we’ve been together but 3 months was Wednesday. Happy3 months hun. Its crazy how we met on the 27th of December. And it just so happens you asked me on the 27th of May. The past three months have been the happiest months of my life.

I love spending time with your family. Your mom is like the strict but needed mom I’ve never had. She’s always giving me advise and she cares for me more than my own mom I feel like lol. Your brother is like another version of you but funnier LOLOL I see things in him that I see from you like you both share the same way you scratch your head and you both share that dumb but adorable smirk and I love seeing you two just catch up and talk. Your dad is so chill so easy to talk to. I see you in him too the same way you put your hand on my back to let me go first he did that with your mom today and idk it was so cute. Although I know I’m not family but I like being a small part of it once in a while. I like living the normal family life with you. My family is fabricated it’s not even a true family LOL I guess that’s why I anticipate when Bryan comes home. Not because I think he’s cute or whatever I just like seeing y’all as a family. Gives me a glimpse of what a real family’s like.